i would like to take this chance,

to blog what i want.

im sorry if im being too straight forward in this post.

i cant probably be calm and act like nothing happen as before.

it had crossed my limit.

i would like to apologize if my attitudes nowadays is bad.

is probably, i felt annoyed.

Initiative.

I believe everyone has it.

but i was wrong.

you may act like nothing happen and goes on.

but im sorry, you're damn wrong.

im not someone you think i am.

i may keep my mouth shut in these kind of things

but that doesnt mean i never felt that way before.

get this clear.

you're not a child anymore.

you dont need people to tell you before you do.

dependent.

yes, there's different way of being dependent.

in a case when a friends depending on each other when each needed a listening ear,

thats what friends are for, am i right?

but, i find that you're exceptional.

i may be easy going with anything,

but please think.

there's no free food that will drop from the sky without making an effort.

(i dont know if i phrase it correctly..)

and yes, an effort.

i believe if an effort is shown,

people will understand.

i may not be totally correct.

but thats what i feel.

im sorry, but i wont entertain any questions.

-layhoon-

I fear that i will always be a lonely number like root three,
A three is all that's good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight beneath a vicious square-root sign?

I wish instead i were a nine,
For nine could thwart this evil trick with just some quick arithmetic,
I know i'll never see the sun as 1.7321,

Such as my reality a sad irrationality,
When hark just what is this i see,
Another square-root of a three,

Has quietly come waltzing by,
Together now we multiply,
To form a number we prefer,

Rejoicing as an integer,
We break free from our mortal bonds and with a wave of magic wands,
Our square-root signs become unglued,

And love for me has been renewed.

♥ LAYHOON :D

10July1988 cancerian
21 is just a number.
Singapore Polytechnic